Dream

I had a dream last night that my old Geometry teacher, myself, the BF and one other lady were getting together for a seance. It was weird let me tell yeah. My Geometry teach only had three fingers one hand, birth defect, and his fingernails and hair roots were yellow from lack of some sort of mineral. Anyways, so we were calling to a spirit to manifest and I don't think I was holding anything but I cupped my hands and an image of a whale showed in my hands. I exclaimed "It's a Whale Spirit! The Spirit of the Whale!!" I was very excited, but the whale came to warn us of impending danger. Then someone knocked at the door of the BOAT HOUSE...yeah, we were on a river. But when I looked outside, something was not right. There was a dark brown cloud of something on the horizons and it rolled over the land as things burst out into flames. Then I had an overwhelming sense of danger and could not move to open the second door to the outside (patio). When the man with the child became distraught I forced myself to move towards the door but as I did this...a loud roaring noise and then dark red and brown dust and hot wind engulfed them as their screams were muffled by the noise of the cloud. I looked away...I couldn't watch. But then the wind started to suck me into the cloud of heat (ash) and sand so I struggled to grab onto the door frame and keep myself from being sucked out while I tried to pull myself in to close the door. Just before I closed the door, I looked back and most of the cloud had gone, but nothing but charred ashes remained of the patio furniture and the man with the child was gone. I slammed the door shut, locking it tight.

I rain back to the room I had come from and I told the others what I had seen. We headed for the upper deck to get a better look. The land was devastated! A charred wasteland that smoldered! Then a rush of mud came down the river and swept us off from the dock and we went for a ruff ride on mud torrents.

I don't remember much after that, but that is disturbing. I looked up Whale in my book of spirit guides and Whale embodies the deep and ancient mysteries of the ocean and we also tap into her medicine to help us explore the mysteries of our own subconscious minds. Whale is invoked for power, wisdom and the ability to sing your own song and express your own individuality.

I am taking this as forewarning. Something is gonna happen this weekend of the WTI intensive and I will need the wisdom of the powerful, ancient, and wise Whale. Great. Can't I just have a nice weekend?! Oye.

Until next time...






***All content is Copyright year and date of posting to C4G/CCW unless otherwise noted. Reproduction without permission in any form is strictly forbidden (linking to the post is OK). Violators will be shut-down.***

Sore nose, stupid-poopy-baby-whiner-butts, Valentines

I dreamed last night that I was being chased, and then, when this pursuer cornered me...I took my defensive stance that I have learned and punched her. She fell down and I ran away. Very liberating to be able to face my fears in the dreamworld and defend myself...so long as it doesn't affect me...in waking life! I woke up with a sore nose...feeling like I had been punched!!! Did I punch myself? Owe...owe...owe....darned it!

OOOOoh save me! Save me from the poopy-baby-butt-whiners (As Jim Carry said in Bruce Almighty) that are whining at me....about the stupidest damned, god forsaken, childish things!! Are you an adult...or a whining poopy butt child? This, is why I had stopped hosting swaps before. Because there is always ONE (or more) who makes a mountain out of NOTHING!! The person bitching at me is the same one that earlier asked me to demand people edit thier posts because she is on dial up...now, I am being bitched at because her partner didn't LOOKED like, and didn't WRITE like she absolutley loved what she got in the swap! Then I get this email complaining about those things and then she has the nerve to try and tell me how to run the group/swap and how I should not have said I didn't see a problem...to her partner....who posted to the group....ABOUT the issues....that they apparently are somehow working out behind the scenes...because I really don't see a problem other than the child-like whining! HEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeelloooooooo! Really seems to me like a mountain out of another mole hill!

I need...a punching bag... *buh-buh-buh....baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayah!* Bash-boom-bang-kick-thrash-trash!

The BF told me this morning to be ready to leave when he gets home from work tonight....OOOOo me so curious! Why? I ask. It's a surprise...he says. EEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeee! I got him a rose and a card that said "Coffee and You..." on the inside "Two things I cannot live without." And it's so true! I love me coffee, always have! Mom let me drink Sanka coffee when I a teenager (because it was decaf). I have always loved the taste of coffee.

Until next time...

I fear for the future...

I was listening to the Coffee Psychic on the Connie and Fish morning show this morning (z104.1 FM Madison WI) and she said that she predicts the next year to be full of natural disasters. And said something about a tsunami hitting one of the US coasts! EEP! I thought last year was bad...getting hit by lightening, tornados all around where I live (just not in this town), trees being blown over because of 80 MPH winds, trees being struck by the super-duper storms that ran right over the city....shit loads of rain...and now...no snow-no cold. This is definately not normal, and a by product of global warming. I was on edge all last summer as each storm passed through, and the sirens blarred at almost each one. Will I ever stand in the patio, watching the lightening again? Uh....NO! I'm beginning to fear thunderstorms...I've always been facinated by them, but now...they scare me.

*shiver*

So yahoo groups is giving me one hell of a pain in the ass today. One of the members to the swap got booted off the group somehow, so I reinvited her in. And then, we had one person who left last week, her information stayed in the database. I was under the impression that when someone leaves a group, their contrubutions went with them. Well...either it was glitch, or I am mistaken.

So two fires out...I am sure there will be more to contend with.

Made myself some fried rice for the first time. It came out soooooooooo good! Tonight, brauts!

Zarnan keeps base jumping...OMG it is the funniest thing to ever see! He must be bored out of his mind. I think I will take him out of his cage for 20 minutes or so, so he can use that extra energy. I tape a long peice of cotton string to the back of his shell so I can keep track of where he goes, otherwise I would loose track because he is still a small critter....slow moving or not! He can really boggy when he wants too!

My silk and alpaca yarn I dyed yesterday turned into a light boucle (sp?) yarn as the alapaca ply did some wierd loopy thing. So there are small loops of alpaca all throughout the yarn. That should prove interesting!

I'vew been watching CSI Miami episodes all morning off of CBS.com. It so ROCKS that they put the latest episodes on there to watch FOR FREE!!! Next I am gonna get caught up on the Hero episodes. I've missed the last three because our cable was out, and then I forgot this week. *smacks forhead*

I had the strangest dream last week about SCI Miami. I dreamed that Horatio was....*giggle* a vampire *BWaaaaaaaaaaaa-ha-ha-haaaaaaaaaaaaa*, and so was Delko and one other character that was from CSI New York. Only they were vamps, and no one else knew. And in order to save a woman victom from fatel shooting wounds, he fed her some of his blood. Delko protested, and Horatio said that if he didn't, she would die. He had Delko hold a door closed so that the parametics could not get through until he was done feeding his blood to the victom...so as not to expose himself for what he really was. Oh let me tell you...it was a FANTASTIC dream that I did not want to wake from!! I'm wierd and I know it so I clap my hands!

Until next time...